When you spend the majority of your life a certain way, you can only assume that it is normal. It wasn't until maybe 2 years ago that I found out not everyone has experienced depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, and the like. Even in hearing other people's testimony about the way their "normal" brains work, didn't... Continue Reading →
A couple months ago I received an email saying that my primary care provider was no longer going to be in practice this Summer. I literally just started seeing her this last year when my other primary doctor left the practice. Anyways, I wasn't sure what that would mean for continuing my meds, so I... Continue Reading →
The last time I gave an update was a little over a month ago in my reality and meds update post. Things were pretty bad around that time. I had sent a message to my doctor asking about the side effects of the medication that I was on. Unfortunately it was on a weekend so... Continue Reading →
Well, I fell off the wagon again. Originally when I started the 31 days of Halloween posts, I had every intention of posting something everyday. I was not expecting things to happen the way that they did and have felt like these Halloween posts were a deflection from my reality. So, here I am once... Continue Reading →
Well, I neglected a couple of days with my meds posts, but when you are busy with 3 kiddos that tends to happen. Not much of a change to report, I still feel pretty good mentally. I have had an annoying headache and some nausea the last 2 days, but it could be the weather... Continue Reading →
Still here and still kickin'! I haven't really noticed any side effects yet, so that is nice. To be honest, I am hoping that I don't experience any and that this will be a one brand show (not having to switch pills). Though, I still have not really been sleeping much because of my back... Continue Reading →
Today was the first day I took my antidepressant. I decided last night to take it in the mornings because I read it could cause more insomnia problems (which I already have enough of). I also told myself last night that when it came time to take it I was not going to overthink it,... Continue Reading →
Everything has to have a beginning, right? At some point you reach an age and think, "I literally cannot remember a time I wasn't like this. Have I always been this way? What happened to me?" I honestly do not remember having any mental health issues before the age of 9 or 10. I also... Continue Reading →
Recently I have been made aware that not everyone understands what it means when I say, “I am on a spiral”. I guess I never thought that it was possible that other people never experienced this sort of thing. A spiral, to me, means that my thoughts are racing from one to the next without... Continue Reading →
