Today started as a blah sort of day. I didn’t sleep very well last night and was having some really annoying tremors all day. I wound up vegetating in my bed as much as I could (while also caring for all 3 littles) to just try and rest.
Christmas is suppose to be the season of joy and cheer. Sometimes though, it is perfectly okay to “have a day” even during Christmas. Take things one day at a time and let yourself feel however you do. In a way this pandemic has been bitter sweet. I do feel like some things have changed, but I am also so grateful for this time to just slow down.
I feel like there are all these obligations that go along with holidays now. Don’t get me wrong, I love and enjoy our families, but in some ways the bouncing around just adds more stress. I have been enjoying the more time we have had to ourselves and even to myself. It just kinda shows me how often I was feeling pulled in different directions and putting myself last. It has been quite the change allowing myself the space I need.
With that said, I am planning to take tomorrow off from Blogmas. We are going to have a nice breakfast together and go take some family photos. Then I have a little get together with my best friend tomorrow evening.
2 weeks til Christmas!
2 weeks until Christmas day!😱