Day 24: What is something you wish someone would say to you?
I have replayed so many scenarios in my head for the things I wish people would say to me. I could be comical and say things like “you have just won the lottery” and “free gas for life”. Heck, wouldn’t that be nice!?
However, lets be realistic here. Those 2 things won’t ever happen to me (you have to play to win).
Anyway, I have narrowed it down to 3 people.
Person 1: I am sorry for everything. I should not have done and said the things I did. I want to be a better person. I want to have a better relationship. I want to change. I want to try.
Person 2: I was wrong in doing what I did. How can I make things better? With an explanation of why it happened in the first place.
Person 3: You have always been enough and I am proud of you.
2 of these 3 I deem as highly unlikely to ever occur. This may sound a bit morbid, but I often wonder if I died, if they would tell me then (you know that overwhelming sense of regret you have when someone you love dies and you replay all the things you should have said…). If only I didn’t have wait and things could mend while we are all still living.
One can dream.
2 replies to “31 Days Of Self Love: Day 24”
hugs. i can relate. the thing i most wish someone would say to me? im sorry for ruining your childhood, and abusing you. it will never happen though. xo
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Trust me, I totally understand. 🤗