Day 22: What things make you feel bad, but you find yourself doing anyway?
Being lazy. There are times when I just do not want to do a single thing. I always feel bad when Pickle asks me to do something during one of these moments. That is when I feel like a shitty mom. I get all this guilt from it and yet I still find myself doing it.
It is one of my struggles, picking myself up even when I don’t want to. I have been working on trying not to say no (unless it is like asking for fruit snacks for the 15th time). Having depression for so long, I think it has unfortunately become a habit of mine; wallowing.
The good news is, I am aware of it now and am working on making changes.