Day 22: What things make you feel bad, but you find yourself doing anyway?
Being lazy. There are times when I just do not want to do a single thing. I always feel bad when Pickle asks me to do something during one of these moments. That is when I feel like a shitty mom. I get all this guilt from it and yet I still find myself doing it.
It is one of my struggles, picking myself up even when I don’t want to. I have been working on trying not to say no (unless it is like asking for fruit snacks for the 15th time). Having depression for so long, I think it has unfortunately become a habit of mine; wallowing.
The good news is, I am aware of it now and am working on making changes.
2 replies to “31 Days Of Self Love: Day 22”
Good for you jen! And a big hey from ireland! Nice to meet you! just recently started following you! xxx i have did and complex ptsd and am blind. xo
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Nice to meet you as well and thank you for following!!