Finding Jenn

Picture taken at Gavin’s Point Dam copyright 2018

When did I change?

I use to be the fun, spontaneous, loud one.

Though I still can be, it isn’t quite the same as before.

I have been trying to piece the parts together.

Trying to find when and why I changed.

I know in becoming a parent you lose some sense of your identity.

Add in depression, anxiety, paranoia, and life happening you get sort of lost in the depths of your own being.

Like, who am I?

What makes me happy?

The other day, for the first time, in a long time, I finally started to feel like I found myself again.

I know who I am. I know who I want to be. I am working on getting to that point.

Life is possible. Having the life you want to have is possible.

You just have to prove it to yourself.

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