When you spend the majority of your life a certain way, you can only assume that it is normal. It wasn't until maybe 2 years ago that I found out not everyone has experienced depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, and the like. Even in hearing other people's testimony about the way their "normal" brains work, didn't... Continue Reading →
A couple months ago I received an email saying that my primary care provider was no longer going to be in practice this Summer. I literally just started seeing her this last year when my other primary doctor left the practice. Anyways, I wasn't sure what that would mean for continuing my meds, so I... Continue Reading →
The other day Grandma asked me if I knew anyone with Corona virus. As of right now, I am fortunate enough to not know anyone personally that has it. Though, my sister in law's sister in law and aunt, did have it a couple months back. I am so grateful that we have our health.... Continue Reading →
Only a small update.. . . . Thank you to everyone who gave me advice and positive vibes on my last post! It truly helped! I think I have it figured out now in order to finally be able to get it to leave me alone. I have really been working hard on prioritizing myself... Continue Reading →
It is 1135pm, Friday, May errrmm...16th? Nope, 15th. All the kids are in their beds and I am pretty certain my husband is sleeping in our oldest son's bed, too. That leaves me in my room, in the mostly quiet (monkey's t.v. is on). I really feel like talking, but no one is awake right... Continue Reading →
I have been feeling a little looney lately. I want to write. I have sat and looked at my keyboard many times. I have sat and stared at a pen for several unproductive minutes for multiple days now. Perhaps I have hit some writers block. I don't know. Anyways, I was scrolling along through pinterest... Continue Reading →
How is everyone doing lately? I hope you are all well and healthy! We are all still doing just fine here. We certainly have been keeping busy though! Bug turned 1 on April 17th! Seriously how did that happen already? We decorated some. I made his cake and some cupcakes for the other kids. He... Continue Reading →
Alright here I am, back again! It is day....I honestly don't know, of our self isolation journey. After the last post, I felt a sense of guilt for venting so much. I feel like it can come off as whiney and pessimistic, but it also just goes to show some days are hard. So after... Continue Reading →
I have been in the darkness this last week. In partial because of my mental illnesses, but I think the quarantined lifestyle has made matters worse. You would think it would not be that traumatic for a person who has been a stay at home parent for 6 years. Granted, that started with only 1... Continue Reading →
